never learned how to see the future
2025-06-21 03:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
myveryown_nemesisHello, my Beautiful Friends!
I promise that I will not be posting a complete overview of my day...that would be hard to do anyway, since it's 3-something in the afternoon, and I never learned how to see the future.
Today has mostly been restful. I picked up the car and ran some errands, but I can't find the medhoney the doctor wants my husband to use on his nose (he had a boo boo from putting on his bipap mask incorrectly during his first days home from the hospital; he wouldn't let me help him). I no longer have an Amazon account, but my husband does, so that he can order it.
We had fast food for breakfast, then I casually bumbled around the house until it was time to get ready to go to the noon AA meeting I have been enjoying. As with all good AA meetings, the "meeting after the meeting" was just as good as the official first hour. I ran a few more errands, then picked up fast food again. And I'm fine with that.
This is where the "how my day went" monologue stops. I wanted to include it to share how I'm reacting to those two fast food meal choices: I'm totally fine with it. Was it the healthiest option? No. But it served my needs for today. I'm still feeling tired, and I don't want to cook or even think that much about food. The meals were pretty simple, and not supersized, and neither one of us finished all our food. Well, I did for breakfast. I didn't shovel down the food, or eat past feeling full, or regret the meal choice. It was lazy comfort food, and it served its purpose. I suspect that tomorrow my body will want something a bit healthier, and if I get hungry for dinner (lunch was late, so I might not), I can have another greens and berries salad. I'll play that by ear.
I'm feeling comfortable in my sobriety and my food choices, and I'm willing to do the work necessary to continue to make better choices regarding spending. I'm tired, but not depleted. In fact, it may be time for a Saturday afternoon nap.
I hope you are all finding something beautiful this Saturday, and as always, thank you for being here.
I promise that I will not be posting a complete overview of my day...that would be hard to do anyway, since it's 3-something in the afternoon, and I never learned how to see the future.
Today has mostly been restful. I picked up the car and ran some errands, but I can't find the medhoney the doctor wants my husband to use on his nose (he had a boo boo from putting on his bipap mask incorrectly during his first days home from the hospital; he wouldn't let me help him). I no longer have an Amazon account, but my husband does, so that he can order it.
We had fast food for breakfast, then I casually bumbled around the house until it was time to get ready to go to the noon AA meeting I have been enjoying. As with all good AA meetings, the "meeting after the meeting" was just as good as the official first hour. I ran a few more errands, then picked up fast food again. And I'm fine with that.
This is where the "how my day went" monologue stops. I wanted to include it to share how I'm reacting to those two fast food meal choices: I'm totally fine with it. Was it the healthiest option? No. But it served my needs for today. I'm still feeling tired, and I don't want to cook or even think that much about food. The meals were pretty simple, and not supersized, and neither one of us finished all our food. Well, I did for breakfast. I didn't shovel down the food, or eat past feeling full, or regret the meal choice. It was lazy comfort food, and it served its purpose. I suspect that tomorrow my body will want something a bit healthier, and if I get hungry for dinner (lunch was late, so I might not), I can have another greens and berries salad. I'll play that by ear.
I'm feeling comfortable in my sobriety and my food choices, and I'm willing to do the work necessary to continue to make better choices regarding spending. I'm tired, but not depleted. In fact, it may be time for a Saturday afternoon nap.
I hope you are all finding something beautiful this Saturday, and as always, thank you for being here.