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feeling like a sleepy doofus
2025-05-21 09:43 amWell, dang. I put my therapy appointment on my calendar wrong, so I missed it. I called scheduling, and they said they would notify my therapist and that she would contact me to reschedule, as she does her own scheduling. I feel like a doofus, but I've felt like a doofus often enough in life to be able to deal with it.
And now for your regular salutation:
Good Morning, you Beautiful People!
It is a rainy day here, so it will be hard for me to stay focused. And we can add a layer of "crappy night sleep" brain to go along with gloomy-day brain. I don't dislike rainy days; I find them cozy, and they inspire me to do lazy things. The crappy night sleep was due to me making the bad decision of having real coffee with my breakfast. I wanted coffee milk (or café au lait, if you are being fancy -- half coffee, half milk), and I decided to just take from the pot of regular coffee instead of using the single-serve option and making a cup of decaf. I was up until 3am or so. I was half an hour late to my AA meeting, which was from Living Sober, and it was the segment on -- you'll love this -- getting plenty of rest!
On to the rest of the day -- I need to review May spending, and start working on financial plans for June, we are having the semi-annual HVAC servicing done, and I need to pick up some dog food (I miscalculated what I needed for a week; I dropped the subscription, we are still feeding Ted FreshPet; it just costs less to do my own shopping instead of having it delivered. After all of that, I'll probably take a nap.
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Edited to add:
Ha! Do you know that feeling when you think you were an hour late for an appointment, but in reality, you were 23 hours early? No? Well, I do.
And I have felt it before.
I will be seeing my therapist tomorrow at 8am. The calendar has been corrected.
I'm feeling strong in my sobriety, secure in my current eating habits, and am ready to restart the work on my spending habits. I am also feeling tired and sleepy.
I hope you find something beautiful in your day, and as always, thank you for being here.
And now for your regular salutation:
Good Morning, you Beautiful People!
It is a rainy day here, so it will be hard for me to stay focused. And we can add a layer of "crappy night sleep" brain to go along with gloomy-day brain. I don't dislike rainy days; I find them cozy, and they inspire me to do lazy things. The crappy night sleep was due to me making the bad decision of having real coffee with my breakfast. I wanted coffee milk (or café au lait, if you are being fancy -- half coffee, half milk), and I decided to just take from the pot of regular coffee instead of using the single-serve option and making a cup of decaf. I was up until 3am or so. I was half an hour late to my AA meeting, which was from Living Sober, and it was the segment on -- you'll love this -- getting plenty of rest!
On to the rest of the day -- I need to review May spending, and start working on financial plans for June, we are having the semi-annual HVAC servicing done, and I need to pick up some dog food (I miscalculated what I needed for a week; I dropped the subscription, we are still feeding Ted FreshPet; it just costs less to do my own shopping instead of having it delivered. After all of that, I'll probably take a nap.
...............................................................
Edited to add:
Ha! Do you know that feeling when you think you were an hour late for an appointment, but in reality, you were 23 hours early? No? Well, I do.
And I have felt it before.
I will be seeing my therapist tomorrow at 8am. The calendar has been corrected.
I'm feeling strong in my sobriety, secure in my current eating habits, and am ready to restart the work on my spending habits. I am also feeling tired and sleepy.
I hope you find something beautiful in your day, and as always, thank you for being here.