a very rough draft

[myveryown_nemesis]

I have no desire to publish my soul 
for the entire world to see

you tell me what I want to hear
you show me what I can't bear to see


I cannot judge my own words,
I leave that task to you

Comments

[beltainelady]

Ooof. This one is wounding/wounded.

[myveryown_nemesis]

Those were three different entries in my "words and snippets and bits" text file. They weren't there in that order, but I do think the order is right; they just need to be strung together, and I'm not sure how to tie the string yet.

I'm finding that a lot of the things that I thought were haunting when I first wrote them are actually about depression, and that a lot of bits that were written in bouts of anger have a lot of pain in them.

Sometimes, that makes me sad for past-Me; she didn't realize that she had the power to reach out for the help she needed.